Here's the blog address of the Mission that were praying for and tracking with for Haiti.

http://www.highwaytohati.com

Fuel is in, and many more requests in the queue. Be praying for Michael & Erika Philip with Urban Resurrection in Miami as they work as the primary hub for the logistics supply chain in Hati.

Jesus help me to love my boys. Help me to show them love and be love. I want them to know that they have a God who walks with them and cry's with them and loves them in all the lonely roads. But I feel so unequipped so unqualified...so tiered and empty. Especially today.
Somehow show them that You and them and love can change the world...despite me and all I lack to love them as much as I know they deserve and need to be loved.
Tomorrows a new day with new beginning and lots of promise...walk with me God as I walk with these boys, hold my hand and don't let go!

Well we've had an interesting few weeks to say the least. I've been sick for almost 4 weeks and today feel better for the first time. Though I still needed a nap today to catch up. The Naturalpath that I see is so great. I was sent home Thursday afternoon with some super fun yucky stuff that I needed to take to kill off a fungal infection in my sinuses. Friday my body was in a detox mode and I thought I was going to die. Eli and Silas went over to Abby and Eric's on Friday and Jeff took me to Seattle for my birthday. We went to see Avatar at the Imax theater in 3D and had a great time with little Mo who got to be an only child for 24 hours. Though I was sick it was nice to have the opportunity to have so much rest on my heavenly bed at the Westin. What a difference some alone time can make. It was like..."Oh Hi! I do love you AND like you...bonus and were married...super!" Moses was super champ and was the happiest baby ever. He even slept in Avatar...wow!
Also We thought for a few days that Silas was figured out but soon the diarrhea came back and I was in a puzzle. He was better, and poo was better but not all the way. I was so frustrated. I called the doctor and he wants us to have an appointment with a GI doctor that also does allergy testing at Children's. In the mean time I took corn out of the diet to see if that helped. It did. No diarrhea since Sunday so far. The last time he had corn was at Abby's house on Saturday in the pirate booty. She said it was bad the whole time he was there overnight. So we'll see. Praying for wisdom about all this.
So on to the title:

Two very significant things happened today. The first was that Moses found his toes and is now eating them. This is wonderful and I am so happy for him. He's a chewer so his days just got much more interesting. AND.....he just rolled over from back to belly!!! Whoooo HOOOOooo...

So this post is not for the weak...I will warn you that this will involve poo and description of poo. Poo in our house is very much a part of our every day, has been since before we even had kids. For some reason it's what happens when you marry an Adams.
Silas started GF on Thursday (except for the playdoh that he ate). So actually officially Friday, Thursday he had no Gluten, but just not on purpose. So Saturday was better. No more running down the legs diarrhea when he woke up and not cranky whinny boy, but still soft stool with some food. Even Jeff said on Saturday that he did seem happier. I was so glad that he noticed. It means a lot to me when Jeff notices something, because Jeff is a noticer and usually right about the things he notices :) So I was hoping for a big poo on Sunday that was nice and solid. But instead Silas has bright orange sludge with black pecks. Like pepper. Then also two or three 2-3 inch strands of mucus with white streaks. He woke up from his nap having it all in his diaper and kinda whinny like his bottom hurt. He cried very saddly when I had to clean him up. I was so confused...it should be better by now...and WHAT THE HECK. It wasn't food, it was just Orange newborn like poo, mucus and black specs. (and no, he had not eaten anything with black seeds or even black for that matter) I almost called the doctor right then. I almost took him into the doctor today. I got online and google "black specs in stool" and found out that it was this:
13. Black specks may be die off of yeast or bacteria. If you start any supplement that might create looser stools, temporary diarrhea, or die-off of yeast or bacteria (like an antibiotic, probiotic, digestive enzymes, antifungal, laxative, etc), you might see dark or black flecks in stool during this 'cleaning out' period. Certain types of adverse bacteria in the colon can produce dark residues and this is getting cleaned out.

So I thought hmmm maybe his body is cleaning out. I was hoping that it would be all done today and this morning it was. It was a nice hard green and brown poo that was all compact and beautiful. And he had just one today, which is normal for him when he's GF. He still can't digest raisins, there where lots of them kinda mixed in. I wonder if that will get better in the next few weeks. We'll see. He still was scavenging for food today, don't know if it's out of habit or if he's hungry or what. I remember never feeling full before I was GF...like I was always light headed cause my blood sugar was low. I kept thinking that it was just cause I was anemic but now I know that it was more then that. I'm so excited for these next few weeks to see him get better. His little tummy was noticabley smaller today also. I kinda liked his bloated distended african belly it was cute and we use to rub it and kinda make fun of how big it always was :( sad huh..

Happy New Year!
We brought in the New Year last night with some good friends, a smoked turkey, a hot tub and the Wii. Over all I was surprised that we stayed as long as we did since earlier I had said that I didn't want to stay past 8:30. We really had a great time and felt like we broke our yearly tradition of going to bed early.
I also had a great talk with my friend Kelli about Silas . I have long since thought that he had celiac's. I was diagnosed last year when I was a few months pregnant with Moses. The Symptoms came on sudden and where very sever. I don't think I really had ever been that sick my entire life. I remember having to run to the bathroom 20-30 minutes after eating, then went all day, then had cramping and sever fatigue for hours. After seeing a natural path and was told to stop eating gluten the next day all my symptoms had stopped. Not really convinced that it could be that easy I tested the theory with some soy sauce a few days later. Needless to say I was wrong. Since then I have only had 2 times where I poisoned myself, once with a small sample of Jeff's beer (I really did not think about there being gluten in the beer) and once with some BBQ sauce that Jeff bought that I didn't check cause I thought he had. Both times I was in sever pain and had to make lots of running trips to the bathroom. On average it's around 24 hours till it's all out. Think of it like ejecting your self from a F16.
So knowing that this is a genetic thing that I can pass on I have since kept an eye on the boys. Eli's been fine...so symptoms whatsoever. Silas though has slowly gotten more and more worse as time has gone on. To the point where in the last few months he has had diarrhea everyday 2-3 times a day. Whole undigested food. We went back an forth about what to do. He's still too young to be tested to be able to get an accurate answer. I really hit the wall this last week with every morning but one being diarrhea though the diaper down both legs when he woke up in the mornings. It was a horrid smell that literally stunk up the whole house. Jeff was using the spray all week just to counter the stench. A few days here and there he would not have gluten, not on purpose but just cause I don't eat it so some days the kids end up not eating it also. On those days these past few weeks I paid attention and he had one solid poopy in the morning, but then if I gave him a PB&J for lunch, diarrhea in the afternoon after nap. I also noticed lots of mucus mixed in...didn't really think much of it and kinda overlooked it. Then Kelli asked me if he had mucus type stuff in his poo. I said well yes he does...and thought, but so what...it's poo there's, lots of gross stuff in it. She said that it was actually undigested fat and that it's one of the symptoms. And then I realized that he most likely had it. She asked me also if he eats a lot, and yes he does...all day long. He'll eat his HUGE bowl of oatmeal then crawl up to the table after breakfast and eat Eli's. Yet doesn't gain any weight. His little tummy is very distended also...this has been getting more and more noticeable and feels/looks kinda painful cause it's so hard. Yesterday he had no Gluten. Today he had one solid poo in the morning and then nothing else all day. The poo also had no undigested food. With most of his poos I can tell you what he's eating all day. It's all right there in the same form that it came in as. I'm excited to give him rice this week. He's never been able to digest rice, or raisins for that matter. They come out in full form. Poor guy, makes me sad to think about it. But I feel like we've make the right choice to go GF with him. On the days when he's GF he's SO much happier and joyful. AND...those are the days when he's wanted to go poo on the potty. So that will be nice also. I'll be looking for help from family and friends with all of this. Keeping a 1 year old from eating Gluten is harder then I thought. It's in everything, even the playdoh (which he eats A LOT). I'll need everyones eyes to help. Especially at church on Sundays when he tries to eat the Jesus bread. And the few times I leave the house during the week I'll have to have my radar on SUPER HIGH! Currently we've still had lot's of Glutenous items in the house. But with 3 kids I will not have the super skills to catch every moment. So for now till he's older and we can have a conversation I'll just have to be sure it's not even in the house. Jeff will have one loaf of bread (kept in the fridge and only eaten in his shack) and that's IT! AHHHH but glad to know that this is going to make him feel so much better. And hopefully he will start gaining some weight. He's been the 10th percentile for a long time...